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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Knowing....

My life revolves around infertility. Those who have ever had to really look at themselves in the mirror and know that the reason they were put on this earth is broken....those people understand. Or maybe they don't. I know that I don't. I will never understand what it was that I did that caused this to happen. I will never know why out of all the bad parents out there I was chosen to have my ability stripped from me. I will never know why simple words that are meant to be helpful just hurt more. I will never know.

3 comments:

Jeanette said...

My life seems to revovle around infertility too. Everything reminds me, especially the pain. It's hard but somehow we manage to get through to tomorrow.

Sonja said...

*hugs* *hugs* *hugs* I wish I had the answers we both search for.

Jenny H. said...

we didn't do anything to deserve this...I always try to turn this question on the enemy...What did THEY do to deserve a baby???nothing!!!
It's easier for me to be mad at them than myself...of course I don't tell them what I'm thinking :P