Hannah's Prayer

'O Lord of hosts, if You will indeed look on the affliction of Your maidservant and remember me, and not forget Your maidservant, but will give Your maidservant a male child, then I will give him to the Lord all the days of his life, and no razor shall come upon his head"

I am Hannah. I am barren....and my prayers still go unanswered. When will I get my miracle?

Those with stronger faith than mine may say that maybe I have gotten my answer and its "no." I refuse to accept this. Not yet. I still dream of pregnancy every night and I still wake up and cry because part of me if scared to death it will never actually happen. When do I get MY miracle?